Thank God for this amazing year and it is so full of surprises, Jesus never fails to amaze me. Every time I got a revelation of something, some how Pastor Prince will talk about it or preach about like it is giving me a confirmation. I remember the second bible study (or was it third) Pastor talked a bit about the topic on love and what happen was during the day, I was sharing with my friend, Ivan, about the topic also. The previous Sunday, Pastor Joshua was preaching about how to lose weight, and it happen that during the Friday outing, me and a fellow brother was also discussing about the topic while on the way home. I did not realize until it was middle of last week, and I started to realize that everything Daddy talked to me about was coming to past again. Last week I actually wanted to blog on the topic called self. It was a topic about how sick I am with myself. I don’t do things that I wanted to do and those that I don’t feel like doing, I did all of them. I did them till a point that I am so sick with self. Don’t people out there feel sick of sinning? Why must there be Law to let me understand sin? I hated myself. But before I can blog more on it I stop and it was like I totally lost or memories suddenly got wash off, but I still have the topic of self in my mind. Sunday came and I was again stunned by Pastor Prince’s sermon on self, the I occupation and I realize how destructive the I occupation is. Adding on to the sermon was the sermon that was preached by Pastor Benjamin on Saturday during the Gen Rev service. How does the two add up? Simple if your partner or friend is so self occupied, just speak words of grace into his life. Speak for him to know Jesus or speak for him to have revelation of Jesus, help to edify him. If the poll about what ladies in Gen Rev look for in a guy in true, then the more it will help to speak grace into their life. Ivan (my friend), realize that recently I was super grumpy after service and he exploded by suddenly asking me why I was so grumpy. I stop and realize what he said was true and I give him a few possible reasons and reasons which I think were stupid and sounded so much like excuses (see why I hate self? Can’t I just be a bit cool headed). What I told him the following moment was something also shocks me because I totally didn’t plan it. I told him to speak to me, edify me, speak grace to me, lift me up to Jesus and let him change me. Does this sound familiar? Yes to those in Gen Rev and no to those who are not in Gen Rev, it was what Pastor Ben preached about and I realize friends and friends can use it also. It can help one another to change to be better, let alone your future partner. So everyone out there who already have a potential partner set, speak to them about Jesus. Well it is getting so late and I am so tired but so at rest. Next up I am writing on Jesus hearing you and also something in the back of my head but I cannot get it out, must be Jesus surprising me again. Thank you Daddy Thank you Jesus and Jesus remember to look out for me. Good night everyone.
